recent thoughts

february 7th @ 1:00pm i got a call from brandon, and i picked up. "----- and ----- got into a car accident last night," - brandon in my...

i recently came across stoicism and it lowkey just put words to things i’ve already been realizing over time. it was refreshing. like everything i’ve been learning through my own experiences and growing up just started making more sense and felt more structured. my main virtue in life is to have strong character . not chasing money, status, or validation. someone who does the right thing, treats people with respect, and helps others when it makes sense. another virtue is acce

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for most people, flaws are seen as black and white. but for me, i see everything on a spectrum that shifts over time. it’s not about completely removing it from my life, but learning how to balance it so it doesn’t lean too far in one direction ( as it does now ). so today, i’m breaking down my flaws, where they come from, and how i can manage both the good and bad sides of them. i am reactive. if i hear something i disagree with, or something that hits my ego, i instantly ge

abundance of options after graduating. this is supposed to be a good thing. your world becomes your oyster and for the first time, you actually get to choose what path you take. that alone is a privilege. i know most people in the world don’t get this opportunity. this is literally what my parents came to america for. now it’s my turn to decide what i do with it. having unlimited choices is fucking scary. my entire life had structure. 17 years of school. one path. even colleg